Most days I feel so broken because I can't relate to those body positivity movements. I'm just a size 16 but why is everyone making me feel like I'm morbidly obese.
I mean, I get I'm in a third world country and 16 is on the side of heavy but they make it sound like I'm grotesque...
I found a boyfriend. We have an online relationship. He can't go here and I won't go there. I showed him all of me and he liked me, size and all.
Then my siblings had to ruin everything saying what a sham it was for having a not real boyfriend. So now what?
I want to talk to him but how do I say it? We have an open relationship. It's not exclusive and it's all online. So am I searching for more because he made me feel special?
Still awkward here.
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